power

control. that power that pulls itself over people and renders safety in situation. a security by way of hierarchal position. why is such a silly thing so appealing? the every day is like a chess game to some. There are certain strategic moves that must be made, opportunities that if given must be snatched and utilized. every new occurrence holds an opportunity to secure your power rank among the participants. today i feel like a pawn. by their definition i suppose i am a pawn. i don't care for their competition, it is foreign to me. thus i am a piece that will allow itself to be placed. my ease of motion is not due to lack of knowledge about my position, rather my ambivalence to their world of power placements. why do many social constructs function under this system of politics? what lies. security is earned by reciprocity. power continuums are ephemeral at best. such structures will fall if one or few connections are broken. i was discussing animalistic nature last night. (fictitious) transcendence and the alienation of the intellectual. what lies. meaningless words. she is so spread out and moving in all different directions, her organ particles colliding with each other outside the screen of observation spinning around each small moving point of gravity. there is no pull but the local. no transcendence no Truth in words. fuck gravity.